Maybe you'd be happier|John B

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TW: heartbreak, crying, kind of a toxic relationship?
(A/n)This is not, in any way, hate twards John B or Chase Stokes, this is ONLY for the imagine. I promise you guys
these aren't all ganna be sad,
I have some Christmas ones
I'm ganna be making,
these are just the ones I have,
that are done. And I like to right stuff that maybe people could relate to.
I'm also not ganna write out the lyrics like I normally do,
So if it's possible I suggest listening to the song while reading :)
Also this is really bad and dramatic so sorry in advance.
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~You fill me up till you're empty, I took to much and you let me~song

I was at the château to wake up my boyfriend, John B, so we could hang out with the pogues. Technically I'm a kook, but just like Sarah, I think kooks are overrated. Don't tell my Mom I said that, ive already been kicked out. I walk into the château and heard the fan still on in John B's room.

I walk into his room and shut the fan off. "You need to wake up. JJ ,Kiara , Sarah, and Pope are ganna be here in an hour. I'm going to make breakfast in the mean time. So, get up!"-Y/n. I walked out of his room and went to the kitchen to start making breakfast.

After about 30 minutes John B walked out of his room. Since the château is small, it only took him a couple of steps before he was in the kitchen.
"Good morning."-Y/n. I said in a cheerful tone. I walked up to him and hugged him, only for him to push me off. "Can you stop being so...clingy?"-John b.

He snapped at you. "What?"-Y/n. "Look, y/n I'm under alot of stress right now, and I need you to stop being to clingy. You've been doing it for days and I'm getting irritated."-John B. He said walking to the living room and sitting on the couch. "Sorry."-Y/n. I said quietly.

He has been under alot of stress with his dad and the royal merchant. But, I was only trying to comfort him. Make him feel loved?....maybe I was being to clingy. I've been hugging him ALOT more, I haven't left his side for weeks....I shook my head and went back to cooking.

"Boo!"-Voice. Someone said from behind you. You jumped almost dropping the plates of eggs you had in you're hands. You turned around and saw JJ laughing. You then looked over and saw Pope, Kiara, and Sarah laughing too. "Why didn't you guys warn me!?"-Y/n. You said laughing a bit.

"Cause you're so much fun to scare."-Pope. He said laughing. "Fine. No eggs for any of you."-Y/n. I said turning around, and starting to out the eggs that were on the plate, back in the pan. "No, I'm sorry. Pleeeaaaasssse I'm hungry."-JJ. He said hugging you. You scrunched you're nose and eyebrows before putting the eggs back on the plate.

JJ took two plates of eggs and walked over to John B, and sat down. "Thank you y/n!"-JJ. He said with a mouth full of eggs. You laughed in response. Beyt the moment you looked over, you stopped laughing. You saw John B hugging Sarah from behind, while swaying back and forth laughing.

I can't be mad though, right? JJ just hugged me....why am I so jealous? He's allowed to hug other girls and I'm allowed to hug other guys.....but why didn't John B want me to hug him? I'm overthinking this. John B just need...a little space, yeah he just needs a little space. I said to myself in reassurance.

After a bit everyone was ready to leave. We all headed to the boat, brining snacks and coolers for soda.
As we were walking to the boat I decided to walk beside John B and hold his hand. But..he quickly dropped my hand and looked at me. "Y/n. Please, ok I love you but I need you to stop."-John B. He said in annoyance. When we got to the boat, I waited for John B to sit down, so I could sit beside him. But that was when he sat down next to Sarah. And started talking and laughing together.

'Stop. You're getting jealous! He just told you he loved you so stop overreacting!' You told youreslef as you sat down at the end of the boat.
You were too stuck in you're thoughts to notice someone sit next to you. :you good?"-JJ. You then snapped out of you're thoughts and noticed you were looking right at John B and Sarah.

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