i don't think people quite understand how much of a cage untreated adhd can be.
because it's not that "i'm not using a planner" or "i don't write down my tasks so i forget" or "i don't organize my work."
i do.
i hyper-organize, i hyper-plan.
i obsess.
my desk is littered with sticky notes,
my notebooks are filled with tasks and schedules,
my hands are covered in ink of reminders and to-do lists.
i break down every single task i get, no matter how small
into
a
million
little
tasks
just to make it easier to approach.
i'm drowning in journals and planners and calendars and notes
but it's pointless because
even
after
everything
i still don't know
where to begin
how to begin.
having adhd isn't being lazy,
i just can't begin.
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Love Hate & Everything in Between
Poetrywe all have those words. ones that are best left unsaid. ones that should be said, yet aren't. ones that ruin lives, and ones that save them. here are some such words. words of love words of hate and everything in between ~~~ im rewriting these fou...
