"So where the hell were you JJ, were you at Barry's" John B says pissed getting up and walking towards me. "No I wasn't at Barry's. Why would I go there" I ask backing up scared he's gonna hit me
"I don't know JJ, you clearly lied about where you were going last night and then your gone for most of the day, this is why I don't trust you to live on your own because you're always doing stupid shit" he yelled. "I was with Pope and Kie, I was so tired I fell asleep by accident it happens, they can you tell what happened" I say
"JJ I'm sorry but we both that we weren't together last night, so does Kie" Pope says. "So where were you" John B says. "I went to a party and I got wasted and probably a little high to ok so go ahead and tell me that you were right and that I fucked up again" I say harshly
"No I'm not going because you already know what you did is fucked up so I'm not gonna waste my time" he says walking out the door leaving me with the pogues staring at me. "Will you guys stop looking at me!" I yell
"Ok where's River" I say. "Upstairs, sleeping on my bed" Sarah says quietly. "Thanks" I say going upstairs
"Hey buddy" I say picking him up. "Im sorry I wasn't here last night it won't happen again I promise" I say hugging him and playing with his hair. "Were gonna go home" I say leaving the room and going downstairs
"JJ do you really think it's good for you to be alone with River right now" Kie says as I come downstairs. "What so you don't trust me now" I say harshly. "It's not about that JJ" Kie says
"Then what's it about, be honest Kie you think I'm going to hurt him, you think I'm like him" I say mad. "Of course I don't JJ or nothing like Luke" she says. "Right I'm gonna go" I say leaving
Home
I got home and went inside and the girl from earlier was in the living room
"Hey" she says looking at me. "What are doing here" I say putting River in his bouncer thing. "Is this your son?" she asks sitting on the floor next to him
"Yeah, I thought you didn't like that I had a kid though" I say. "It wasn't that it just surprised me that you did, he's a little cutie" she says. "Thanks but what are you still doing here thought you had to go home" I say sitting down
"Are you trying to kick me out" she says sitting next to me and stays playing with my hair. "Not to be rude but I kinda wanna be alone, so yeah I'm kicking you out" I say pushing her off me. "You were all over me an hour ago and now you're kicking me out, asshole" she says getting up and leaving
Thrusday, December 14th, 2023 2weeks later
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I was sitting on the couch with River when someone knocks on the door
"What are you doing here" I say opening the door to the blonde girl from 2 weeks ago. "Hi, we need to talk" she says walking in. "Yeah sure come in" I say sarcastically
"I'm not gonna date you or fuck you again, so if that's why you here, get out" I say sitting down. "That's not why I'm here" she say standing in front of the TV. "Can you move" I say
And she stands there giving me a serious look
"Ok what do you want" I say. Then she throws something at me and sits down without saying a word, shit it's a pregnancy test. "Are you pregnant" I say scared. "Yes I'm pregnant dumbass, can you not read it" she says
"No I can I just you can't be pregnant, I can't have a another baby" I say scared. "Well it's either you keep this baby or I'm getting an abortion because I'm not keeping it" she says standing up
"Wait wait" I say getting up. "What" she says turning around. "I will take the baby after it's born if you were gonna carry it" I say. "Why would I ask you if you wanted to keep the baby if I wasn't going to carry it" she says annoyed
"I don't know ok, I'm nervous, but I will keep the baby after it's born and you won't have to be any part of it if you don't want to, I took care of a baby before I can do it again" I say. "Good I'm gonna make an appointment to get a pregnancy test at the doctor just to make sure I'm really pregnant, do you wanna go?" She asks.
"Yeah I can come, but do you really want me there" I say. "Not really but your be the one taking care of the baby, so I figured you would want to come" she says. "Yeah I do" I say
"Ok I'll make the appointment and tell you when it is and you can meet me there" she getting ready to leave. "Wait I'd have to bring River with me" I say. "Yeah thats fine, I gotta go" she says leaving
Sunday, December 17th, 2023 3 days later
So her appointment is today and you could say that i'm terrified. I'm not sure if want that test to be positive or negative
"Hey" I say walking into her room holding River. "Hi, you're late" she says from the bed. "Yeah I know im sorry I had to feed River and get him ready, he was not having it" I say sitting down
"Yeah it's fine, I took the test just waiting for the results now" she says. "Alright" I say
"Hey guys" the nurse says walking in a few minutes later. "Hi" we both say awkwardly. "You must be the dad then" she says looking at me. "Wait so, I am pregnant" Blondie says scared. "Yeah your about a week along, promise it'll be ok, you can leave whenever you're ready" the nurse says leaving the room
Shit I'm in trouble
Monday, December 18th, 2023 Next day
"I need help" I say walking into the chateau. "What'd you do know" John B says. "I got some girl pregnant at that party I went to, I don't know what to do man" I say sitting down
