Interview||BSM||Rudy

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I just updated all three books with no sleep at all and a upset stomach... Exhausted is an understatement

⚠️tw: talks MAJORLY about ab*se

I got this idea from two different interviews

I'm y/n Pankow. Sound familiar? Most likely. My twin brother is Rudy Pankow, you know from outerbanks? Yeah him.

I'm also in outer banks, I play JJ's twin sister Jordan Maybank.

Right now me and Rudy have a zoom interview with someone, but we're currently not together, he's in Alaska where we were born, and I'm in la at mine and his shared apartment, I would have gone with him but I have some things coming that I need to be in LA for.

Me and him are texting while waiting to be brought in the zoom as right now where in the waiting room for the host.

When we get in we all talk at first then the questions happen.

"ok, this is like a group question for both of you, your guys characters in outerbanks both are abused, like this is heavy stuff, where did you get the strength to play these type of characters that are so unbelievably important to be shown on programs." the host asks

"ok, I'll be honest this interview, and not lie, as some people found some leaked pictures and are suspicious on my safety. Not from family but in 7th grade I want to say, my best friend I'm not gonna say their name for respect, but I was at my locker and she came up to me crying and bleeding with a bunch of bruises on her, when I asked what happened she blamed the school bully, after that I took her to the bathroom and helped her cleaned up, for months that started being our daily routine and I didn't question it because I did believe the school bully did it because he's hit me before, but one day she came up to me with the same story but I was suspicious as he wasn't there that day. He didn't show up for a week and she kept saying him, at that point I was really questioning what was happening. I finally got to a point where I didn't believe her at all, when my mom picked me and Rudy up I asked her to drive to the school bullys house again not saying his name for respect, I went there knocked and he came out, we talked and I told him everything and he said "I would never hit a girl in my life, I regret all the times I hit you and I wish I could take it back" and he showed he was sincere, mom and Rudy where still in the car confused as hell as to why I was talking to him eventually I got back in the car and asked mom to drive to my friends house, her and Rudy where very confused on why I needed to talk to him then my friend and all i said was I would explain later. When we got to my friends house I went to the door and was about to knock when I heard screaming and glass breaking I looked through the window to see her dad hitting her, I quickly ran back to the car told mom and she called the police while me and Rudy ran inside and got him off her. We took her under our wing and helped her. Everything was fine until senior year when I started dating this boy, the first three months where fine, until he started getting abusive, and controlling. I put up with it because I was scared of him, so I listened to him when he said I can't tell anyone especially Rudy as he knew we were twins and tell each other everything. This went on for 6 months before he almost k*lled me, literally I was in the hospital for two weeks. After that obviously my family found out as I was in the hospital almost dead, and my parents got a restraining order against him, he is still out there as when I was finally ready to come forward most of my cuts, bruises, broken wrist, where all healed. So there wasn't enough evidence, and I wasn't comfortable with the hospital taking pictures of my body, just for him to win the fight, and as much a I love my mom and as much as I am comfortable around her I didn't want her to take pictures either.  I took a picture of the extremely bad ones and I still have them but I just haven't had the guts to show the police as it's been a few years since then. So as playing Jordan, I did need to tell the writers/producers/directors what I have been through, and as the cast was confused as to why I got so like into a more like emotional state? I'm not sure that's how they described it, it was mostly because I related to it or i was getting flashbacks, both have happened before, but I also told them. I might as well say this too, the pictures that somehow got leaked there not from my family, there not from the cast, there not from a boyfriend that I don't even have, and this seems to be the main one people are speculating, there not from Rudy, Chase, or JD. There from my ex. And I didn't even take those pictures so I don't know who did. So yeah that's my answer. " you admit

"I would add on to it, in my short film 11:47 in 2017, I also played the role of the ab*sed teenager by the parent, the reason that I play these characters, is because seeing my sister In that much pain, made me realize... Ab*se is a real thing. People are out there getting ab*sed,getting taken advantage of, feeling alone. y/n had nightmares for awhile of that night and it's hurt me to see her like that. I do it to try and get awareness from it, I want all the people to feel loved and not alone, and especially if there ab*sed, taken advantage of, ect... I want them to be able to look at JJ and realize "I'm not alone in this", I'm hoping mine and y/ns parts can help people realize they aren't alone. " he says

All the fans left sweet comments for you and a bunch of approving ones to Rudy.

The host did ask more questions and then some fans got to ask questions, then it was over.

Right when the zoom ended Rudy texted you

Rudy
I'm proud of you. You know you didn't need to tell the whole world what happened but you did. Your so strong. I love you.

Y/n
Thank you Rudy. It means a lot. I just want people to not feel like there alone in this.

After that you went on Insta and posted a story

"Mine and Rudys zoom interview is out now for the ones that couldn't be there or the ones that want to rewatch. After watching it and knowing what happened, please don't treat me differently. I want to be treated I have been before I told all of you."

After that you talked texted Rudy for pretty much the rest of the day.

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