till forever falls apart, jj maybank₁

season one - playlist .

i. TILL FOREVER FALLS APART: ashe and finneas

' so this is it, that's how it ends.
i guess there's nothing more romantic than dying with your friends
and i'm not sorry for myself.
i wouldn't wanna spend a minute loving anybody else. '

ii. RIBS : lorde

' you're the only friend I need,
sharing beds like little kids,
and laughing 'til our ribs get tough.
but that will never be enough. '

iii. WONDER : shawn mendes

' right before i close my eyes,
the only thing that's on my mind.
been dreamin' that you feel it too,
i wonder what it's like to be loved by you. '

iv. LEADER OF THE LANDSLIDE : the lumineers

' she left, she left, the writing's on the wall.
please believe me, i smell the alcohol.
the only thing I know is that we're in too deep
and maybe when she's dead and gone I'll get some sleep . '

v. YOUNG DUMB & BROKE : khalid

' i can not give you everything, you know i wish i could
i'm so high at the moment
i'm so caught up in this
yeah, we're just young, dumb and broke
but we still got love to give . '

vi. I ALWAYS KNEW : the vaccines

' i try my best to unwind
nothing on my mind but you.
oblivious to all that i'll owe,
i'm hanging on to what i don't know.
so let's go to bed before you say something real
let's go to bed before you say how you feel . '

vii. ANYTHING 4 U : lany

' i'm something so familiar
that you don't even notice
the way i wanna love ya .
it's time that you should know this, know this . '

viii. EVERYWHERE, EVERYTHING : noah kahan

' two bodies riddled with scars from our preteens
intertwine in a car's dirty backseat
stare at a drive-in screen
we didn't know that the sun was collapsing
'til the seas rose and the buildings came crashing
we cried, 'oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh'
everywhere, everything
i wanna love you 'til we're food for the worms to eat
'til our fingers decompose
keep my hand in yours . ' 

ix. CRUEL SUMMER : taylor swift

' said, "i'm fine, " but it wasn't true
i don't wanna keep secrets just to keep you
and i snuck in through the garden gate
every night that summer just to seal my fate.
and i screamed for whatever it's worth
"i love you, " ain't that the worst thing you ever heard? '

x. LIKE REAL PEOPLE DO : hozier

' i will not ask you where you came from
i will not ask you, neither should you.
honey just put your sweet lips on my lips,
we should just kiss like real people do . '

xi. BETTER DAYS : dermot kennedy

' i know you've been hurtin'
waitin' on a train that just won't come.
the rain, it ain't permanent
and soon, we'll be dancin' in the sun . '

xii. BLOOM : the paper kites

' in the morning when i wake
and the sun is coming through
oh, you fill my lungs with sweetness
and you fill my head with you.
shall i write it in a letter?
shall i try to get it down?
oh, you fill my head with pieces
of a song i can't get out . '

xiii. COME WITH ME NOW : caamp

' i want to see you, and feel you
and know you as you move around.
i want to lead ya fearless in moonlight
forward bound . '

xiv. STATE LINES : novo amor

' i've been awake in every state line
dyin' to make it last us a lifetime.
tryin' to shake that it's all on an incline
find me a way, i'll be yours in a landslide. '

xv. ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT : sleeping at last

' all through the night
this precious time when time is new
all, all through the night today
knowing that we feel the same without saying . '

xvi. FLOAT : harbour

' honey, it's okay you're afraid of falling
you don't have to say it out loud.
but you know, you.
take another step off the edge we're floating.
we don't have to ever look down . '

xvii. MATILDA : harry styles

' you can let it go.
you can throw a party full of everyone you know.
you can start a family who will always show you love.
you don't have to be sorry for doing it on your own. '

xviii. PAPERWEIGHT : joshua radin

' been up all night,
staring at you
wondering what's on your mind.
i've been this way with so many before
but this feels like the first time.
and you want the sunrise to go back to bed,
and i want to make you laugh .'

xix. WAYS TO GO : grouplove

' even when i can't see my rearview,
even if i call just to hear you,
even when i sleep all day, even when i sleep all day.
even if i'm working like i'm times two,
living in the back of a boat just like we do
even when i dream all day . '

xx. SOMEONE TO YOU : banners

' i never had nobody and no road home,
i wanna be somebody to someone.
and if the sun starts setting, the sky goes cold.
then if the clouds get heavy and start to fall
i really need somebody to call my own.
i wanna be somebody to someone,
someone to you .'