no matter what (ds)

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WARNINGS: this is about readers nudes being leaked, so I also wanna say remember to be smart and don't let anyone make you think you have to send nudes or do something you don't wanna do. Especially if any of you readers are underage, be safe! I'm always here to talk about anything if you need to vent ❤️

"What the hell?" You mumbled to yourself as your phone violently buzzed on the nightstand. The sun was up and clearly you had slept in a bit more than usual.

You grabbed your phone to find a bunch of missed calls and texts from your hometown friends.

y/f/n
call me ASAP
did you see?
y/n/n please call I'm worried
we'll figure it out okay?

Your heart started racing, you thought it might beat out of your chest. You clicked the call button and bit your lip in anticipation.

"Y/n/n hey-" Your friend started with clear concern in her voice. "Dude what's going on?" You were now sitting upwards in your bed, legs crossed together.

"There's no other way to say this but.. people found your um, nudes. I'm assuming it's Noah." Your stomach dropped and your whole body went cold. "What the fuck?" You instinctively said, standing up and starting to pace.

Noah was a guy you dated your freshman year of college, you were still young and impressionable. So when you were separated during seasonal breaks he easily convinced you to send him pictures.

"This can't be happening..." You mumbled into the phone and swallowed the lump in your throat. You were feeling angry, upset, and overall embarrassed.

"It's okay, I know this sucks but this isn't your fault okay? Noah is an asshole for doing that and no one will think of you differently."

"Drew's gonna freak out!" You yelled in response. You felt so violated and disgusting, you sent such intimate pictures to someone you thought you could trust.

You were also dating Drew Starkey, a clear public figure. This could also look bad on him and god knows what the media would say about it.

Tears started spilling over your eyes as your friend tried to reassure you. What were you gonna tell him? You couldn't let these pictures get around more.

"Who knows?" You asked curiously. "Mainly people back home, I don't think it's gotten too far yet. And I've been ripping Noah and his douchebag friends a new asshole all morning."

You let out a sad laugh at your friends words. It felt good to know she had your back. "Thank you, seriously." You sat back down on the bed and stared at your lap.

"I gotta go just let me know if you hear anything else?" You nervously bobbed your leg up and down, Drew was supposed to come over soon and you were gonna hang out with the whole cast.

You tried to slow your breathing but you couldn't catch your breath. You felt tears spilling out of your eyes and onto your shirt, you sat there sobbing.

Drew has a key to your apartment and you couldn't hear him come in. Once he walked in, he heard you sniffling and he immediately went to your bedroom.

"Woah woah hey baby what's going on?" He dropped to his knees in front of where you sat. He placed his hands on your face to make him look at you.

"Drew..." you sobbed, too scared to say the words. His mind started running through worst case scenarios. "What happened? Are you hurt are you okay?"

He pulled you against his chest and ran his hand up and down your back soothingly. He let you cry out all of your tears, as you gripped tightly onto his shirt.

Once you slowed down you pulled back and he placed a kiss on your forehead. "Talk to me." He whispered while looking deep into your eyes.

"You're gonna hate me..."

"I could never." He shook his head back and forth. You took a shaky breath before speaking. "I told you how I dated that guy my freshman year right? Noah?"

He looked down for a moment, scanning his brain. "Yeah..." he said, worry laced in his voice.

"He um..." that lump in your throat was back. "He had pictures... of me. Inappropriate ones. I guess they're... out." You looked up to study his reaction.

It took him a second but when he put the pieces together he felt angry. He clenched his jaw and furrowed his eyebrows.

You felt so shameful and seeing his face made it worse. "I'm so sorry." You started sobbing into your hands.

"No! No no. Baby I'm not mad at you!" He said grabbing your wrists and pulling your hands away from your face.

"Why would I be mad at you?" He asked genuinely. "Because that's so embarrassing and what are people gonna say about me? About you!"

He bit his lip, trying to find the best words. "I don't give a fuck. I know who you are and I know who I am. Those are not a reflection of you as a person. You did that thinking you could trust him. You liked him, this is his fault not yours."

His words made your heart swell, he always knew just what to say. "But your career... what if I ruin it?" He leans forward and placed a kiss on your forehead.

"You won't baby. If someone doesn't want to work with me because of that, I don't wanna work with them. You were barely out of high school you were so young... it's not your fault."

You wrapped your arms around his shoulders and shoved your face into the crook of his neck. "I love you so much."

He held your waist tightly, placing kisses to the side of your head. "I love you so much, nothing will change that."

You nodded letting him know you heard his meaningful words. You should've known Drew wouldn't care about the past.

He sat with you for a while and tried to make you laugh and smile, he of course succeeded. Inside he was fuming, how could someone do that, especially to you.

But he kept it together for you, he knew you needed his strength in this moment. "Feeling better?" He asked after he got a few laughs out of you. You nodded up and down, "yeah, thanks."

"Let's go hang out with everyone yeah?" You both got ready and left to meet your friends for lunch. The girls could immediately tell something was wrong.

Drew talked to the boys while you pulled the girls aside to fill them in. They weren't just cast mates they were friends, and you trusted them wholeheartedly. "Oh my god y/n/n I'm so sorry." Madison said while wrapping an arm around you.

"What an asshole." Madelyn included before joining into the group hug. You let out a small laugh at this, "thanks guys."

You looked back to your boyfriend and smiled widely seeing him already looking at you. He sent a little wink and smirk your way before continuing his conversation.

Drew was always going to be there for you no matter what.

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